Totally Grotally!

Mac and cheese burrowed deep for the winter. Cookies in the shape of bananas (where did they come from?). Crumbs of all sorts, chess pieces, crayons, pens, Popsicle sticks and wrappers. Cheese smashed and smeared like a bug on a windshield. Squeezey yogurt. Milk stains. You name it, it's like a bloody grocery store. And what is it that I am talking about? My living room floor. It is SO SO SO gross in there, there are so many crumbs it's like Sand on the beach. 6 more days and the girls are back in school. My poor poor rug will finally have some relief. Maybe I should treat it to a deep cleaning spa treatment? This summer sure flew by, but left a lot of dust behind...litterally.

Another night of work tonight. I hope I don't start to hate it. I really have to keep my focus as to why I am doing this. A new house! Maybe near my dear friend Sally ;-) I would love it! Mr. Lovey and Lolly Pop could play everyday. Sally and I can drown ourselves in coffee coffee coffee! And I would be out of this shoe box money pit <3 ! How about a car that fits more than 5 people, that would be wonderful. I wouldn't have to double up my girls when a friend comes along. Wishful thinking.

Oh well, I guess everything is the way it should be. It is what it is and will be what it will be. To think I have any control over my life is to think wrong. Whether I fight hard for something or sit back and watch it go by, my fate will be no different. It truly is what it is. It would be neat to watch the movie "The Last Temptation of Megan Sunburn." Tempt me baby :-> There is border patrol on my life's path, hiding behind every situation and invitation. Ready to jump out and shoot me full of reality like a fleeing Mexican running to the Promised Land. Bang!